CC Antya 20.99

śrī-madana-gopāla more lekhāya ājñā kari’
kahite nā yuyāya, tabu rahite nā pāri
Word for word: 
śrī-madana-gopāla — the Madana-mohana Deity of Vṛndāvana; more — me; lekhāya — causes to write; ājñā kari’ — by giving the order; kahite — to say; yuyāya — is not befitting; tabu — still; rahite — to remain silent; pāri — I am not able.
Translation: 
Śrī Madana-mohana Deity of Vṛndāvana has given the order that is making me write. Although this should not be disclosed, I disclose it because I am unable to remain silent.