CC Antya 4.180

ei lāgi’ tomā tyāga karite nā yuyāya
ghṛṇā-buddhi kari yadi, nija-dharma yāya”
Word for word: 
ei lāgi’ — for this reason; tomā — you; tyāga karite — to reject; yuyāya — is not befitting; ghṛṇā-buddhi kari — I regard with hatred; yadi — if; nija-dharma yāya — I deviate from My duty.
Translation: 
“For this reason, I cannot reject you. If I hated you, I would deviate from My occupational duty.”