CC Antya 4.196

ghṛṇā kari’ āliṅgana nā karitāma yabe
kṛṣṇa-ṭhāñi aparādha-daṇḍa pāitāma tabe
Word for word: 
ghṛṇā kari’ — hating; āliṅgana — embracing; nā karitāma — I would not do; yabe — when; kṛṣṇa-ṭhāñi — unto Lord Kṛṣṇa; aparādha-daṇḍa — punishment for offenses; pāitāma — I would have gotten; tabe — then.
Translation: 
“If I had hated Sanātana Gosvāmī and had not embraced him, I would certainly have been chastised for offenses to Kṛṣṇa.