CC Madhya 18.23

‘govardhana-upare āmi kabhu nā caḍiba
gopāla-rāyera daraśana kemane pāiba?’
Word for word: 
govardhana-upare — upon the hill known as Govardhana; āmi — I; kabhu — at any time; nā — not; caḍiba — shall climb; gopāla-rāyera — of Lord Gopāla; daraśana — visit; kemane — how; pāiba — I shall get.
Translation: 
Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu thought, “Since I shall not at any time climb Govardhana Hill, how shall I be able to see Gopāla Rāya?”